All I can say about myself is most of the time I'm completely lost, I love listening to other people's beautiful poems but I can never write my own. I get extremely emotional I can't hide it. My suicidal thoughts have been horrible in the past two three years. I hate talking on the phone with strangers but my mom doesn't seem to understand that. My home life isn't bad, i just hate being home i wish i could be out of here now. The only time i get some peace is when I'm outside with my boyfriend or just near him in general. I'm starting to really get attached to him and it terrifies me. My love of art has been disappearing i just can't anymore. I have a past like we all do, I think of mine a lot. I cry way to many silent tears. I try to be okay on my bad days, just some days I can't smile.
2. Help people, and if you offer to help someone, follow through.
3. Be kind to people who work in retail and food service.
4. Let someone know you’re not interested.
5. Actually “hang out sometime.”
6. Be a little more honest.
7. Stop calling each other mean names on the internet.
8. Send more letters (not emails) and gifts.
9. Give more genuine complements.
10. Have more patience while waiting in lines.
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do you ever just want to cut it all off
My dad saw me once grabbing my thighs when I was sitting down and he said, “Why don’t you just cut it off then?” and laughed. Little does he know i think about doing it everyday.
My boyfriend saw me doing this when I was getting ready for work. He grabbed my hands, put them underneath his, got down on his knees, and put both our hands on my belly. He started to rub our hands across my belly and he said “don’t hate the place that will be a home to our child”.
I didn’t even know he wanted children.
Okay that last comment made my heart go fuzzy
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(1) President Abraham Lincoln, who had depression
(2) Writer Virginia Woolf, who had bipolar disorder
(3) Artist Vincent Van Gogh, who had bipolar disorder
(4) Writer Sylvia Plath, who had depression
(5) Mathematician John Nash (from A Brilliant Mind), who had schizophrenia
Inspired by this post
So… my psychology teacher refers to people that are sad all the time as “debbie downers” “drama queens” and so on. A lot of teens and I have depression. Only time I am really happy is when my boyfriend is around. I try to be happy, I can’t and I don’t know why. Pills don’t help, therapy does not help actually makes it worse. So I’m a drama queen for being sad all the time? Other people are drama queens for being like that also? She says to watch what you say, like saying the word “retard”, that’s very hypocritical.
Can’t stand that class, the people in it that make fun of people who “aren’t normal”.
So tired of this.
Anyone else have classes like this they can relate to? Or have any advice?
Only reason I’m staying is because of the credit.
Also talking with them would not help, I would just be wrong.
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Knowing things like this puts you one step closer to freedom if, heaven forbid, you fall into a situation where you need to use this information.
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